Friday, July 24, 2009
Fucking angry nw!!! im currently in ipoh!! blasting my philips to the max!! CANT SHE JZ FUCKING GIMME THE CAR FOR THE DAY?? Needa use jao say la... still wanna talk cock... fucker. im so speechless..
i scribbled at 2:30 AM
Monday, July 20, 2009
hard to type here.. sorry, i'll jz keep it short cz gt ppl sleeping on my shoulder. dunno la... jz ate my dinner at a frens hse... ish.. made me da pao n eat thr wo...w at to do?? fren ma. sure must 1...these days, things have gone slightly better, well at least from the outside its already ok n got over with lo.. but deep inside im still bearing the pain.. anyway, my having gastric oftenly nowadays, i think its due to the eating habits these days.. some1 raise upa question indirectly n ask me the answer... i knew the answer bt still i dun wanna answer it... so i jz gav a wrong answer.. y must she ask me that... dun she noe hw hurting it was?? nah.. i dun think she knows...
Labels: i will wait for you..no matter hw long it takes... Norago
i scribbled at 5:53 AM
Friday, July 17, 2009
arghh!!! fuck it... went to physics lecture jz nw... im thr but my mind aint..
its been pondering with thought... jz gt my physics marks... damn it... another stab in the heart... i guess thats life.. gtg... needa clean up n pack my stuff b4 mom reach... needa hide dat sorrow and act like theres nothing happening... god, plz help me.. is it me or my frens are outcasting me?? i flipped thru my file jz nw in class.. guess wat makes me piggy monkey squirrel again?? a chemist formulae n a hand written time table... anyhow, we're still frens for nw... whether i will be given the chance to upgrade it depends on time...
Labels: i will wait for you..no matter hw long it takes... Norago
i scribbled at 7:16 PM
cant it stop?
i woke up again.. with my bolster been warpped like how i wrapped u.. images of you is being play in my mind again.. its like its automated, i can link watneva im doin with you... it feels so, pain to.... aiks, dun wanna sleep d la.. FYI, whole nite been pig monkey n squirreling. imma get sumthing to do to keep me occupied.. later flood gain then it aint gud lo.. ttfn
Labels: i will wait for you..no matter hw long it takes... Norago
i scribbled at 1:42 PM
it keeps going
its 4.20am n im awake again... cant really sleep whole nite... aiks. jz to keep things short... cz i needa sleep as later ada physics class... doushite? and i still
get it... those dumb ass said that its called heartbroken.. bt wat dat is seem is ur whole body is broken. weak n unattached.. aiks, its gonna take sometime..i told you
b4 that im kinda numb d to all those words bt its nt true.. everytime u said something sharp. i may look ok outside, bt inside im flooding up... imma try and sleep gain.. lets hope there will nt be another post for today
Labels: i will wait for you..no matter hw long it takes... Norago
i scribbled at 1:21 PM
AND ANOTHER 1
STFU LA.. fucking housemates singing kiss goodbye.. fucker.. i almost ok d.. u all sing these songs tok meh.. deng nw sing "Shuo Hao De Xing Fu Ne" pulak.. really driving me crazy d...
Labels: i will wait for you..no matter hw long it takes... Norago
i scribbled at 9:56 AM
and another post
hurtings only creates another reason for you to love the person even more..
P.S. i will wait for you.. I promise.
i scribbled at 9:42 AM
4th post of the day
im post this cz i cant sleep..no matter how hard i try i cant sleep still..
things been playing in my mind... faces of you been gliding through my thoughts.. thanks for all the sweet memories... i will still be waiting for you no matter how long... things been going smoothly b4 this... bt nw, its like walking in a desert without a heading... hope that u will spare me another chance.. *keep my fingers crossed* ive changed so much jz because of you. i dunno wat else to write nw.. cz im getting my lappie flooding again... doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimatan darou..
i scribbled at 9:29 AM
QUOTEs OF THE DAY
~~Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime~~
~~I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if its just for a second, that I've crossed your mind~~
~~To the world you are one person, but to one person you are the world~~
~~The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most~~
i scribbled at 8:40 AM
few words to bring it up..
few words to strengthen it..
few words to deepen it..
few actions to prove it all..
few actions tat is unforgettable..
few words tat is unforgettable..
few words to weaken it all..
few more words to break it all..
few more words to be carved in the heart and
few more wounds is added..
no matter wat u said to me.. i will still be thr when u
need sum1...
i will wait for u...
only time will tell...
im jz a "waiter"
i scribbled at 6:41 AM
Thursday, July 16, 2009
jz a short update since im free today...for those who are in ipoh.. im coming bac on 18 n 24 july... then on 15 august for drama...
lots of thigs are happening here in kampar.. some are those desired n yet theres some undesired stuff... its nt easy for me to mention it here cz.. arghh i dunno hw to explain it... bt when time is rite.. u will noe... i jz finish my lunch.. rice will braised tofu n vegetarian chicken... no meat at all... sorry to keep it sooo short.. the line is getting crappy gain... i cant even upload photos... gtg... smell ya dude when i come bac...
P.S. i wil try my best for Nga Choi Gai
i scribbled at 9:50 PM
Monday, July 13, 2009
somehow someune must take the first step
i scribbled at 4:13 AM
